I’m so upset over Gansey’s storyline
#I fucking hate all of this#I hate that he thinks he’s not allowed to want his friends to care about him bc he’s rich#I hate that he thinks he doesn’t deserve to be happy bc he has money and that should be enough#I hate that he DIED when he was 10 and was resurrected just to fucking die again at a more convenient time#I hate everything about this situation and I hate that he’s such a genuinely good person despite all of his flaws#despite all of the offensive things he says and does bc they’re all unintentional and he tries his goddamned best to be a better person#and what the fuck does he get? everyone seeing him for only his name#even his best friends see him as his name and his money and he’s never been able to be the person he actually is#and he’s going to fucking die without getting to be himself and there’s going to be some expensive ass funeral#with a city of guests who didn’t even know who he was underneath the facade#and he’s just going to another richard gansey albeit a dead one and that’s all anyone’s going to remember him for#except the ppl closest to him but he’ll never know that maybe he was more to them#he deserves this shit the least and I fucking hate that this is what he gets……that this is all he gets#okay well there’s my rant on a fictional character I’ll go sob in a corner now (via)